My Confident Hope


Still My God

It is comforting to know no matter where we are or what is going on in our lives, that God is still God. I have been so strongly reminded of that recently and because of that, there is peace in the midst of the storm.

Love this new song by Avalon


Be Still

Being still is not the easiest thing in the world for me to do. Actually, I am rarely still…..there is always a foot or leg moving even when I am sitting down. I am not a still sleeper either…..I wake up most mornings with the covers halfway off the bed! Needless to say, I am not good at being still either when it comes to hearing from God.  That though was the word that keeps being spoken to me in this season. It is so easy during a difficult season to focus on our problems and even try to find ways to solve them ourselves. Not only that, but there are so many distractions, so many things competing for our attention.

Chapter 46 of Psalms opens up with David describing God is our strength and refuge and a very present help in trouble. He goes by saying no matter what happens, whether the mountains slip into the sea that God is still in the midst of us and we will not be moved. In verse 10 we are told to “be still and know that I am God.” Another translation says to “cease striving”. That is a difficult thing for me to do but I am learning that when I cease striving, then I can allow God to do what He needs to do to let me know that HE is God and that nothing goes unnoticed by Him and He will work everything out for my good and His glory.

Never Going Back to Okay

Immmmmmmmmmmm Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!! I know it has been awhile since I have written a post and in that time, lots of ideas have floated around my head but the energy to actually write something was just not there.

Anyway, sometimes we have to fall flat on our face or end up flat on our backs… my case it was both… realize that  just getting by in life is not enough. So many times we settle for okay when God wants to give us abundant life. Yeah, living life hurts and we sometimes just go through the motions of living because we don’t want to get hurt or feel the hurt. If we want to live the life that God has for us, then we need to live. I have decided during this season of my life I am not going back to okay. I am striving to find life and to live it more abundantly.

The lyrics to the song  Never Going Back to Okay by The Afters, describe exactly how I feel. Watch the video also, this is a great song.It’s not the end, but it feels like it is
I’m waking up, like I’m back from the dead
I’m stepping out, and I feel so free
But as long as I’m moving it’s all right

I feel alive, and it hurts for a change
No looking back
It’s hard to believe that I was cool
With the days that I wasted
Complacent and tasteless and bored
But that was yesterday…

We’re never going back to OK (OK)
We’re never going back to easy
We’re never going back to the way it was
We’re never going back to OK

This discontent, like a slap in the face
I’m mediocre, I’ve had enough of this place
This party’s over, and I’m moving away
from the thrills of your Beverly Hills
That was yesterday…


Proverbs 18:10 says ” The name of the Lord is a strong tower; the righteous runs into it and is safe.” So many times though, we choose not to run into that strong tower and we keep fighting until we are wounded and broken. It is so easy in our world to put our best face forward, while inside we are falling apart. We can keep it from people for so long but then when we finally break from the pressure of trying to “keep it all together”, the fallout can be painful. We become so adept at hiding who we really are that we think we are even fooling God sometimes. Only when we reach that place of true brokenness, can we give Him our wounds and scars to heal. Then we are truly safe. The bridge of Natalie Grant‘s song “Safe” just kind of kicked me in the gut yesterday when I was listening to this song. It says, ” When You uncovered I discovered that I am not afraid, but when we’re hiding, we’re only fighting to be sane.” The process of uncovering is not pleasant but I know that I am safe with the One who is doing the uncovering.

Going Through the Motions

Well, I have totally dropped the blog ball for the past few weeks. Needless to say, life got a little hectic and my brain has been fried by the time I get home from work. What I can say is that no matter how chaotic life gets, God is still in control and if we take time to stop and look, we can see God working in  and through us. I have been reading alot lately in Psalms. It is an amazing book. David wrote some of the most beautiful psalms during the most difficult times in his life. Psalms, 37, 62, and 63. Have been my favorites.

I heard a song recently and I can’t get it out of my head. It talks about not just going through the motions but living each day with God’s passion inside of us. My favorite part of this song is the second verse. It talks about not having any regrets and just okay is not enough. I think so many times we just settle for okay when what God really wants is to give us abundant life.

I Will Not Be Moved

I have decided to pick a theme song for my life and there is no better song than Natalie Grant’s “I Will Not Be Moved”. Not only does this song rock, it is a declaration that no matter what happens in my life or happens in the world around me, that on Christ the Solid Rock I stand and I will not be moved!

Sunday Setlist 1/25/09

Today ended our 21 day fast and our service was a celebration service. I almost didn’t make it to the service. I had run to the bathroom between Sunday School and chuch and while I was waiting, one of the other ladies had put her Bible on the back of the toilet and it had fallen off and hit the water pipe behind the toilet. Water started spraying everywhere and the lady freaked out and my other friend was well, occupied so I took it upon myself to try to fix the problem since water was running out everywhere. I was trying to cut off the valve in the back but water was spraying everywhere and I was getting soaked and the water kept hitting me in the eyes and I had to keep shutting my eyes so the force of the water wouldn’t pop my contacts out. Finally we got someone to turn it off and there I stood with church about to start looking like a drowned rat. Luckily, my friend Joy, who happens to be my personal hair consultant was in there and she helped me dry it enough and fix it so I wouldn’t look ridiculous. We heard the music start and the choir was starting to sing and we had to run up there late and wet! It was interesting to say the least but it was a great service. Our pastor talked about crossing the Jordan. It was a great sermon and encouraged us to keep going forward! Tonight we had Larry Ford in concert. He has sung with several Southern Gospel groups and has sung with the Gaithers on there videos that they do. He was really good. A nice change of pace.

Sunday Morning

Your Are Good-Israel Houghton

This is How We Overcome-Hillsong- We had a little fun with this song. The chorus says “You have turned, my mourning into dancing. You have turned my sorrow into joy.” When we got to the turn, we all turned around in a circle. It was fun! I’m sure all you dignified church folks are just trying to picture it!

Mighty to Save-Hillsong

Moving Forward-Ricardo Sanchez/Israel Houghton

Sunday Night

Magnify Jesus-Clint Brown

He is Wonderful

This is apart of Sunday Setlist over at